Twin

Terence, showed me how to write Hugh in the old way, the Celtic pronunciation.

The thing is, if I decide to stay in control, I can hold on to the day and the way I want to be, but, I don’t know if I’m actually working through anything that way, I’ve always tried to remove my entitlement from a situation like this, because it’s easy to feel sorry for yourself, to feel like you are justified because it involves you, and too many people use that reasoning to fall into their own illconsidered desires.

If I try, I can maintain control, if I do what I think I should be doing, I’m a mess.