can’t wait

Boy there are a lot of things I can’t wait for. Tomorrow we are going to the young at heart festival. I got me and Kacey unlimited ride wristbands. Then Monday we have the Memorial day parade which Kacey will be in I just have to figure out how I’m going to do that whole thing because the parade starts at one point and ends at another. I was tempted to park my car downtown somewhere and then bring my bike with and ride it back to the parade start and have my mom hold on to it for me during the parade or lock it up somewhere near where she was going to be but i don’t know. If worse came to worse we could just walk back home from the end of the parade. Then after the parade we were gonna have a cook out with my friend Lil Michelle coming over to hang out with us. Another thing I can’t wait for is school to be over with. We have until June 4th and then we are done. Things have been going better than before. My manager has this crazy idea that when she compliments me I don’t think I have to work hard anymore or try but that’s not it at all but I just let her think what she wants because she is the type that thinks that she is right and no matter what you say you are wrong so I don’t argue I just let her think what she wants.

Then of course the biggest thing I can’t wait for is going to Missouri on June 20th and coming home with Jess. I miss him so much in a few different ways. I’m sure no one cares but it’s been almost 4 months since I’ve had sex and it SUCKS. I invited a dude that Jess works with at Logli’s named Ryan to come with us to Jess’s graduation but I don’t know if he is going to or not. It doesn’t help that I have a crush on Ryan but would never do anything with him because I’m sure he just thinks I’m annoying and could care less about me.