5:33am again…
so… its early…
really early…
i can’t sleep. its been a full week like this now. the first night it happened was last week this night. either my sleep pattern is all messed up, or somethings wrong.
not that i had much of a sleeping pattern in the first place.
there’s an ache though… not a literal ache. an emotional one. i want so badly to not have to worry about stupid little stuff any more and just concentrate on the big stuff coming up. i have two full operas to learn, and i don’t have time to be worrying about finding dates, or nursing my aching heart.
i just wanna feel like my old ignorant self from 6 years past. before kelly, before meghan, before maija…
i just….
– noah
It’s hard sometimes. Just think, though, every time you got hurt, you learned something. It’s the learning that makes it bearable because really, it’s all part of the “journey” to find out who you really are. Ya, I know that sounds corny. So sue me.
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Thanks for the late b-day wishes! :o) Everything will be okay. It all goes down with time. I know everyone says that and it’s like “ahh whatever!” But it’s sooo true! Good look on the operas. I’m sure you’ll do great. You seem like a really good person. :o) Good luck to you!
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🙁 i hope you feel better.
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