I Just Don’t Understand

So I told Megan how I feel, quite in depth might I add, and now I’m just waiting for a reaction, some type of reaction or reply and she just avoids it and I don’t know why… I mean if she doesn’t want to be with me then it should be easy to just say no I’m sry, it just wouldn’t work out or something like that,, am I right…?

I just have so many feelings for this girl, I’d give anything to be with her again, but I just don’t know if that’s gonna happen or not and I tell ya it’s tearin me up inside somethin fierce. I’ve never felt so much anxiety and stress over anything before in my life, if I can’t be with her I don’t know how I’ll ever get over her.

Love really really sucks, well it sucks if u can’t have it.