Sex

Well I been think lately sense I am so bored and I’ve come to realize that all my life I’ve found myself wanting to sleep with an average looking girl a lot more then some very hott chick, and I don’t know why.  For example, Kirsten Dundst or whatever rather then Jennifer Lopez, don’t ask me why… I don’t know.  I see that J-Lo is much hotter then Kirsten but then I still would rather sleep with Kirsten then with J-Lo and I don’t get it.  That’s just an example though it doesn’t apply to me.  But with me though for the last 3-4 years I’ve known this girl and I’ve wanted to get in her pants sooo bad since day 1 but never have and yes it sucks ass  but oh well, she is an average looking girl, she’s not ugly at all, but she’s not totally hott either, and when I see other really hott girls and I think of them compared to this girl I want this girl more then I want them and I don’t know why.  I know this is a strange subject for me sense I’m not usually a guy u hear talk about sex but everybody has their wild side don’t they, it’s a free country we should be able to enjoy ourselves without having to worry about being judged by everybody right…?  But this girl I tell ya I seriously have wanted her sooo bad but she so hard to get all the time ya know it sucks.  But oh well.  Life goes on doesn’t it. 

Now moving on to another girl I know pretty well.  This girl I can tell and always could tell has a thing for me but will never  come right out and say it or admit it and all the little clues she leaves for me are so subtle. I tell ya, I don’t know what she wants, friendship still or something more I have no clue but I not sure I wanna ask, at least not at this time. 

Back to my point before though, this girl Meocha I’ve talked about previously in other entries, she is a fine damn fine female, and yet I don’t yearn so badly to sleep with her as I do this other girl who is not as attractive and I’m not as attracted to it is so freaking wierd!!!  No I am just too wierd.

Now don’t get me wrong I not sayin that I wouldn’t sleep with the really hott girls I just prefer the average for some reason….

Whatever right 🙂