Holly/Work/Army/Basketball

Well I have a new girl in my life, but who can ever tell how long it will last with me right..? 🙂  But honestly on a more serious level, I can comfortably say that she has been able to take my mind off of Megan, and this is a first, but I cannot comfortably say that I am over Megan, and Holly knows this, but I swear I am trying, I try everyday, and I will say also that Holly is a gorgeous young lady.  She’s from Texas, and for some reason I’ve always had a thing for Texan women :).  She’s half white, half asian, which is very sexy.  She’s exceptionally sweet to me in everything she does or says.  Her eyes are amazing, they are absolutly mesmorizing.  She is a junior and therefore is a year younger than me but that’s ok, I have no real problem with that.

Well now moving on to another hot topic in my life right now, work….  For like 3 weeks now I’ve been trying to get a transfer to produce from the damn grill.  I hate working at the grill, it’s boring, it’s hot as hell and I just hate serving people period.  Produce pays about a dollar more and I always have something to keep me busy and there’s little to none customer service involved.  Like actual one on one service ya know?  They however will not give me the transfer for the mere fact that I canno work on Saturdays.  That sucks, because they have like 3 guys that I know of in produce who don’t work Saturdays and only work like 2 days a week, I’m willing to work up to 30 hours a week, just give me Saturdays and Tuesdays off and I’m cool.  I have a bowling league that I’m in on Sat. mornings and starting in about 2 weeks is track and every Sat. I will have a track meet, so Saturdays are out as far as work is concerned.  I’m gonna just look else where for a job, I’m tired of the same old BS everyday.  Maybe the mall has some openings in certain stores, I’ll have to check that out. 

It’s been 3 weeks since mylast Army drill and I still haven’t een payed for it, it’s really starting to piss me off.  I really wish I could just get my AIT training over with so I can get things organized with my unit and everything won’t be such a friggin mess.  Speaking of AIT, I haven’t yet decided what I’m going to do with my estimated $1500 that I’ll be payed for it, it is only 5-7 weeks long so..  I want to try and get a lap top, but I wouldn’t mind putting in a couple of 10’s or 12’s and an amp in my car, or maybe I could just invest it all in some stock, I just don’t know what I’m gonna do.  It does provide me something interesting to think about while I’m bored all the fuckin time either at school or work. 

My intramural basketball team at school, the Cock Fighters, is now 0-2, we lost our first game to the number 1 team, our second game we had to forfiet because no one showed up at the right time, so this just sucks major ass.  I also have my weekly trip to Winchester tomorrow where I go down to my cousins church with a bunch of friends to play some basketball, that is always something positive to look forward to.

I’m running out of things to write about or should I say type about.  I’m sitting here in study hall 3rd block class, and I’m bored out of my mind!  I have to work tonight and close the grill and coffee shop by myself, big surprise there.  I wanna just quit and walk out but I need this job to pay for my $250 monthly car insurance bill.  That’s insane isn’t it.  It’s only that high because I’m 18, I’ve had one speeding ticket, and one wreck which I just wrote about in my last entry. 

Random subject change again- I’ve recently realized that I haven’t been going to church too often lately do to work and basketball and etc.  I’m feeling some conviction for it too, I know I need to get back in church as much as possible but it’s just not exactly feasible (spelling?)  And speaking of church I’m real excited about this new movie by Mel Gibson, “The Passion”, it looks sooo good, and I’m definitly gonna go see it when it comes out, or at least try to anyways. 

I realize this entry is nothing but random thoughts of mine and almost all of my entries these days are random thoughts, so I’m thinking I’m gonna change my Diary title from “Hard Times” to “Hard Times=Random Thought.”

Well I’m out so I’ll be back later to type up some more random nothings. 
Later,

Goo

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