My Day So Far
Well I woke up and that was one of the hardest things I have to do in a long time. Last night I took some of the cough syrup with codine in it and it knocked me out for a long time. I was asleep all through first block class, second block class, and now I’m here in third block and as soon as I finish up this random entry I’ll go sleep at my desk until lunch time. That codine is some strong ass stuff, I could barely keep my eyes open all morning. I probably shouldn’t have drove to school huh..? 🙂 But the Lord was watching over me and I made to school ok and on time.
Yesterday, I went to work from 4:15-6:00 and went straight from there to my friend Andrews house then to my good buddy Tracy’s and took us all down to Winchester to play some basketball at my cousins church. My team lost both of our games but I did my part, I had about 12-14 points per game so ya know.. I can’t complain about it too much.
I have to goto work tonight from 4:15-9:00 and close the grill, coffee shop, and lobby down by myself. I’ve done this many times before, it’s pretty simple, it’s just tedious and I hate doing it alone, but oh well, it’s life.
I really need to work on getting my grades up, I have 2 F’s. One F in Algebra 2 because my teacher absolutly sucks at teaching and in his own subtle ways even admits it. My other F was in Psychology because I hadn’t made up some missed work, but now I have and I think I have a D, I still have to make up a test in there, that shoud boost me back up to a B or C.
I’m still with Holly and yes I know it seems strange to say that after I just wrote about being with her yesterday but if u really knew how my relationships go u would then understand why my updates are so often. But she is great. I just have some complications that I have to get oer myself.
I’m probably gonna leave school campus at lunch to go get some little Debbies, I have no money until 12 am when I get paid, so I’ll just used my saved up quarters in my car for some Zebra Cakes, their the best, those and Nutty Bars are anyways, :).
Wow, this entry is even more random then the last one was, I wanna type something because I’m so bored but I don’t have much to type about.
I can’t wait until I graduate and get the fuck outa dodge, I hate school, it’s feels like such a waste of my time, and to think I have college coming up too, this sucks major ass but in order to get ahead in todays world I’ve gotta get that education. I’m just glad to be in the military right now cuzz they payin for my college and I get paid by the Army, quite a bit of money too. Plus Ican easily be promoted in rank over the nest few years. I plan on going through ROTC and OCS to become an officer, that shit won’t be easy but it’ll be worth it, that much is for certain.
Iwish I wasn’t so tired and so sore, and instead be more relaxed but that won’t happen, school’s got me all stressed and work does too, I need to get that new job, just gotta find the time to go places and apply.
My grandpa has been trying to teach me how to play “Wayfairing Pilgrim” on the guitar, it is a bad ass song but so damn hard to play. I never have time to go over there and practice with him which makes me feel guilty to a certain extent.
My dad has already bought tickets to go see Mel Gibson’s new movie “The Passion”, I wanna see it but then again I don’t because it’s supposed to be dubbed over throughout the whole movie, that sucks. I also hope it isn’t too long cuzz I gotta basketball game at 7, the movie is at 4. Now I know that sounds selfish, but honestly I don’t need some movie to bring me to my knees in conviction, I already feel everyday guilt for my sins and I always ask for forgiveness. I have a tremendous amount of faith in the Lord already, so I don’t need the movie for that. I already understand as far as I’m gojng to anyways exactly what Christ went through on the cross where he died for our sins. I don’t mind seeing the movie just not when it interferes with something else ya know. I mean if I were going to actually meet Christ then of course, naturally I would forget anything I had going for me on this planet and would crawl every mile just to go meet him, no doubt. I hope ur understanding what I’m saying and not thinkin I’m just some jerk.
Just like I mentioned in my last entry, I still haven’t been paid from the Military on my last drill which was about 3 weeks ago, this is getting to be ridiculous! My next drill is like on the 8th of March. I’ll have to recheck that but you get my drift though right?
I am so friggin hungry right now like u wouldn’t believe! I need a hamburger or something, those Little ebbies at lunch won’t be enough to fill me up, not even in the slightest bit. I mean I’m so hungry that I’ve got a stomach ache because of it, now usually u get a stomach ache for eating too much, when u have one from being hungry, then u know ur pretty damn hungry! I can’t decide whether or not I wanna go to UK or to EKU, or WKU. I can’t make up my mind, I wanna stay true to the blue and stick with UK, but then again getting away from home and goin to WKU with a good buddy of mine would be aight too, or EKU with there excellent criminal justice program and many excellent parties, and a few good friends of mine down there too, only problem with EKU is my ex Megan of whom which I’ve mentioned so many times before will be going there. I want to get away from her as soon as possible so I can hopefully, finally get over her.
Well, I’m out, lata,
Goo