Prom

Well, I went to prom with Holly on Saturday night, it was nice.  It was held at The Red Mile, and it was altogether not too bad.  I’m not real big on things like that, I’m more of a laid back character who likes to do things quietly most of the time.  I don’t know, I didn’t wanna be a huge bore to her but I turned out to be anyways, she says she still had fun just spending time with me and enjoying the atmosphere, even though we didn’t dance too much because it makes me feel insecure :), or uncomfortable, whatever ya wanna say to describe it.  I didn’t mean to be an ass about it, I’ll try harder from now on, she still forgave me, she must really love me.  I know I truly love her. 😉

There’s a lot of bad things going on with her and a couple of guy friends of hers, I’m not really aloud to post any of the details on here, not my place to do so, but the point I wanna make is that it is a lot of crap and it’s stressin her and me both out, her especially, and I could do so much to help ease the situation but she won’t let me do anything, she says it’s not my problem to worry about.  But if she plans on staying with me the rest of her life like she says she’s gonna do then that means her problems will always be my problems as well, we’re supposed to work through things together, that’s what strong relationships are for, I just don’t know what to do these days.

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May 11, 2004

Eric didn’t want to dance either, but he actually did and it was great…. I was so thankful that he did that for me even though he was insecure……….. sounds like prom was fun- did you have fun after?????? *mischevious grin* Just be there for her and listen, sometimes thats all you can do for someone you love, especially if it is a problem that they have to work out by themself.