Times are rough…

I have fallen behind in school and quite frankly I just want to quit, but I won’t.  But it sucks, I want to miss next semester so I can work and pay off some bills and get my head together, but I won’t because if I do I fall behind in ROTC training and my payments to the school no longer are postponed til graduation but must be paid effective immediatly.  It sucks, it’s like prison.  Oh well.  Life is life and life sucks.  But like my dad told me, anything worth having is gonna require hard work and never comes free or easy.  And trust me it has not been free or easy.  Just the long trek to school and back everyday is tiring and stressful especially when ur car insurance has been cancelled til u pay them $800 or so and ur tags on ur car are expired andthe only way to get new ones is to have current insurance so every time I get on the road I am taking a huge risk of getting pulled over for expired tags and then the police realizing then that I have no insurance currently so that is a $500.00 fine which I sure as hell can’t afford and then they would also probably impound my car and who knows how much that would cost to get unpounded or whatever.  Man life is hard.  I need to get back in church and I know I’ve been saying that but it always seems like I’m too busy or don’t have the gas.  I really gotta go to church more often.  I need prayer too. 

God bless u guys,

Ryan aka Goo