I wanna sleep with angels tonight mommy

Well I have not wrote anything in this diary for a long time. So whats going on with me well…….I am getting charged because I a ran a car through a fence. Nice eh. Well I paid $550 for the damage to the fence and now have to pay $1600 for Pauls car. I can give him $800 this month. How you say………Well I got the HR after my old job now they owe me $960 for 2 wks……….$522 for 48hrs and $704 for vacation. I am getting it on Wed. Nice…………but sadly it is going to be ALL gone before you no it. Meh. Good news I got a puppy. Full house. 3 cats and one puppy. He is so tiny. Jack a poo……………….lol. So cute. Named him Prince. Well not all is good for me mind you. I am pretty depressed I got 2 jobs working my ass off. Fucken mind is going crazy. My mood swings are off the wall. I am not sleeping well and not eatting much now because I feel so low about myself. I am drinking like a mad women…………..smoking pot and doing cocain. Yeah shit happens. I even cut the shit out of my leg. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was a little drunk when I did it to so a lot was DEEP! how much did I do like 50! Well Anyways I am going to go I am not really in the mood to write anything. Bye!

Amy Nicole Ashley