I’ll die trying for nothing

I feel weak, so helpless. It hurts to breathe, it hurts to cry. Tears fill my eyes and continue to run down my face endlessly. I feel lost and confused in this endlessly mix of emotions. Why does it have to hurt so badly? Why does there have to be more pain in my life, have I not suffered enough???????????????? Life is a world full of misery and suffering. Nothing good comes from it. No matter what you do you will never get anything that you work so hard for.
 
TIME OUT!!! NOW SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIFE IS SHIT————————You just have to live with it. I AM!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Couldn’t be anymore shit then it is right now.
 
The one thing that will make me whole is far from my reach and my heart breaks just thinking that no matter
what I do I will never get another chance to be happy——!!!!:’(!

Amy Nicole Ashley