Keep on Steppin.

Nothing funny ever happens to me.  I don’t even know what to write about right now.  I hate forest ave.  Have I mentioned that?  They are always doing roadwork.  Its so awkward.  I kinda went on a date but I don’t know…with this girl from work.  Is it a date if we’ve never hung out before..I pick her up at school and we go to lunch together and I pay?  I don’t even know..I don’t go on dates.  I don’t have the balls to initiate anything with anyone..so I don’t even really know what this was.  I have really low self confidence and I don’t know why.  I always assume that girls just assume I’m gay because they judge me for what I look like..and its true Im more metro than 99% of the guys around here…so I have no self confidence because they see me as being gay or something.  I dunno.  I don’t even really care.  Fuck bitches get money.  I need your guys opinion! was it a date?  I don’t even really care cause I dont know if I even like the girl.