trouble . . .

ok well im starting to get in a little trouble with somethings,

 

There is this guy Josh, he moved into our neighborhod this summer and gets rides with kim in the morning so we talk and stuff. right from the start i thought he was hot but just kept it to myself. well we’ve been talking and joking around n stuff, he even signed a pictrure of himself n gave it to me *hes a model n i asked him to* but yea i didnt think much of n e thing. well i noticed he’s been a little touchy like he will put his hand on your shoulders while talking to you face to face and touches your arm before he leaves or when he see’s u in the hall. i love it when he does that it gives me butterflies. lol but yea. well i got text messaging for my cell and have been tlking to ppl with that. thursday after school he walked with kim amy and i home from school. i tolod amy i got text now n he asked for my number so he can text me so i thought no big deal and gave it to him. we were sitting next to eachother in the truck while we were going to the mall and texting just goofing off then he sent me one that said “if we were both single i would ask you out on a date sometime” omg i couldnt help but blush i sent him back one saying “if i was single i would accept” i saw him blush too lol. but yea since then we have been texting n stuff getting to kno eachother and im really starting to like like him. and thats bad considering im with mike, but still its not like im going to do anything he has a g/f n i have a b/f so yea nothing can happen.

then theres brendan. I had the biggest crush on him in 3rd grade and now he goes to my school. we hang out at the football games and talk some during school. and i have to say i am still crushing on him. he has this little boy look that is so adorable and hes really sweet. i love spending time with him and i found out tonight that he likes me too. so i have a b/f and two guys im crushing on . . . this can only lead to bad for me. . . 

but josh and i were texting today. heres wut we were talking about

Josh: Have a good weekend c u monday- joshie poo <<<< thats his signature.

Me- aww thx c u monday

then later he texted me again

Josh- hi hi

Me- hey what are you doing?

Josh- going to tucson for a thing for my church

Me- fun! are you staying there all weekend?

Josh- yea

Me- kewl i hope you have fun

Josh- thx. i have to say i dont kno if i like you or just have a crush on you.

Me- what do you mean?

Josh- i like u but i dont kno if i like you like you or just have a crush on you

Me- o i c now  . . .

Me- what do u see in me?

Josh- a beautiful girl looking 4 something . im not sure what that something in though

Me- ok a lil confused

Josh-ok let me explain

Me- ok

 . . ..  . a few mins later . ..

Josh-did u get that?

Me- the last thing i got was “let me explain”

Josh-  aww man i wrote a whole page of writting

Me- oh well send it again

Josh- i cant it was too long ill write it again later

Me- oh well thats ok

Josh- sorry .sad face.

Me- lol dont be sad be glad . . .

 

well yea then he had to go but i wanna kno wut he wrote but i have to wait until tomorrow.

i had so much fun hanging out with him the other day at the mall. he n i split apart from amy n kim and went to hot topic and messed around then we went n got smoothies. then kim n amy found us n we walked around some more. he game me a piggy back ride half way thru the mall it was so fun. then i gave him one n fell to the ground. but i dunno its exciting meeting someone new and being with them. its the same way w/ brendan. but with josh it gives me butterflies when he passes me n the hall n grabs my arm. and when i say something stupid he always says “thats so cute” lol its funny to hear a guy say cute.  like the other day i told him i havnt fed my phone (charged it *amy n my inside joke*) n he’s all “thats a cute way of saying it” it just makes me all giddy inside when im with him and its all so new and excititng :-D. i love this feeling

well i better go

by the way brendan called me today and we talked for like 3 hours it was fun *!*

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