Busy Busy Busy

Goddess I have been so friken busy lately..

But whatever it was fun while it lasted. 

I went to a TNA Impact Wrestling match yesterday and met/took a picture with/ got his actual shirt that he was wearing my Favorite wrestler of ALL TIME!! Jeff Hardy..

It WAS FRIKEN AWESOME LIKE OMFG

Eric and I still talk like everyday but today I kind of needed to talk to him and he didn’t answer…maybe his service is acting up again…

Mike texted me and I answered and we’ve been talking and he being really sweet….

I CAN NOT TALK TO MIKE!!!

He makes me want to see him and be with him then I’m gunna get all fucked up and depressed and start drinking heavily again like every night….I know I can’t do this but I still do cuz I’m stupid and just ugh I hate him

Please get the fuck out of my life

but he was so sweet…..He was like cutie you’re the only girl for me. you know your my girl and no one else come back to me….and I just like 

NO I HATE HIM

I have a fucking boyfriend go away

I love my boyfriend more than anything 

grr…I can’t focus Ill try writing later when he isn’t on my mind

 *Sandra*