I’m bored
I’m kind of bored so I figured why not write a little. So far my day has been pretty decent. I woke up t 915 and hauled and rush my ass out of bed so I can make it on time for my 925 class lol. Thank god pretty much every class is like 3-4 minute walking distance from my dorm hall or else I’d be so screwed lol. So yea Math was alright. Learned stuff though at the last few minutes I got like uber confused on some of the stuff she was talking about so I think I actually have to do the homework this week -_-. Then Eric and I hung out at Jazzmans for like an hour and half just talking about random stuff. It was just like old times you know before we really starteed liking each other. I guess we really are back to just being friends. *sigh* I guess the only thing left to do is move on and hopefully find someone else eventually.
I feel like this is going to be a really boring weekend. Its all rainy and crappy so no one is really going to want to go out and do stuff. Maybe Kevin will have another movie night at his dorm now that his roommate moved out. I don’t know but I guess we’ll see.
My best friend from back home, Jessica, is coming tomorrow to visit the school. She is still a senior in high school and new haven is one of her top choices. I hope she comes here. I miss her so much. Besides Eric, I don’t really have a best friend here. I also don’t have like a girlfriend that I can go and talk to. Jessica is my absolute best friend who I tell absolutely everything to. And vice versa of course. We used to sit at our table every single morning and just talk about everything that happened in our lives lol. Since we’re in different grades I didn’t really see her much in high school except our morning time, random passings in the hall ways, sometimes at lunch, and if she decided to stay after school. So like our morning time at steve (the table we sat at) was our special time to rant and bitch and complain about our friends, boyfriends, teachers etc. I’m not sure what I would do without her. It would be awesome if we went to the same college!!
Hmm…what else to talk about. My sex life is non existant which really sucks. I need to get laid soon. I hate being single because like I’m not the kind of girl to go out and have sex with just anyone. We would have to at least be dating…or you know like I have to know him for a while..enough to trust him and of course there has to be a spark or else I wont enjoy it. Eric and I worked out because I new him for a few months, we got really close, I trust him with pretty much everything, and there was always a spark between us. So no, we weren’t "dating" per say but that same level of trust was there.
I’m kind of horny. Eric like held my wrist today and it kind of set me off. Like when he did that I nearly came (its been too long lol). But, like I’m not still as horny as I was when he did it but theres still a little like jolt there. I guess I’ll go and write. Nothing else better to do lol.
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*Sandra*
slip your hands down your pants and escape for a bit š
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I hope you find someone you can feel right to have sex with soon. ~ Hugs ~
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ughh i know how you feel, I’m in a long distance relationship with my BF so in the time he comes to visit sex is A MUST!
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I so appreciate your writing style. When I read your diary, its like you are in the same room sharing it in person. I especially applaud the sharing of your feelings, ie being “horny.” I can also appreciate being selective with those you want to be intimate with. Being selective also means there are times of waiting for that “right” person. It says alot about your maturity. Good for you!
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