Update :)

So break is pretty much over. I’m going back later on today which is awesome cuz I missed Daniel oh to much. I mean yea we’ve skyped and texted pretty much the entire break but nothing is quite like physical interaction.

So we have a sort of bet/deal that I can’t touch myself or anything until I see him. Like until we have sex. He’s basically giving my my first orgasm in the last few days. But, hes being mean and turning me on and not letting me do anything about it. 

Basically I’m only writing because he’s on the phone with his girlfriend (no they haven’t broken up yet). He talking to her and trying to turn me on at the same time. It works for a bit then I start thinking and it kind of goes away. I hope they break up kinda soon. It’s just making everything complicated. He’s hurting cuz hes lying to her I’m hurting cuz well, I’m the other woman. And yea….

Welp he’s off now so I guess I’ll just write a short update of stuff other than Daniel.

-My mom and I still aren’t getting along. I basically just avoid being alone with her for too long.

-My dad and I are good as ever. I can beat him in our play fights now cuz my arms are a bit stronger.

-I gotta get my shit together or else I’m in severe danger of losing my scholarship at the university. 

-I’m happy but at the same time I’m incredibly scared and upset. 

 *Sandra*