feeling better

So I’m feeling a lot better today thankfully. I hate PMSing I like turn into a completely different person. It can get pretty scary. Especially if I’m hurt like while I’m PMSing it gets so much worse. I start assuming things and saying things that I know aren’t true.

Thanks for all the notes though guys. I really do appreciate it. It’s nice to know you all care.

I’m doing so much better today though. I mean don’t get me wrong its still a little hard being the other one but its worth it because I know that he really does care about me. If he didn’t he wouldn’t try so hard to help me better myself. I told him things I don’t like about me and he’s really helped me change them drastically. 

Daniel is just a really great guy for me. I love every minute I’m with him. It’s all worth it knowing that one day soon (hopefully) I’ll be THE one not the other one.

I care deeply about him. Normally I would say I love him. But, this time I’m not going to rush into anything. I’m just going to take it slow and actually think about how I am feeling and not just jump into a relationship.

It’s time to slow down and just enjoy life. I re read a meesage my mom once sent me over facebook where she was basically telling me to enjoy my time now and discover/explore/ and make mistakes. Not to rush right into a steady committed relationship like I tend to do. 

Maybe one day things with me and Daniel will clear up and all that….until then I’m glad and grateful that I have such an amazing guy in my life who cares about me as much as he does. 

He truly is amazing. 

I haven’t been this happy as I have been with him in a while.

anyway I’m off I should get to bed 

Good Night OD 

*Sandra*