Serious

Okay so i haent wrote bout this yet  but a couple weeks ago Bryan asked me if i minded if he became a manager at Wendy’s and i gave him my honest opinion which was that he was stupid if he did because a whole buncha bull goes down now whats gon happen when hes a manager, and then i told him i didnt care because it wsant my decision and to do what he wanted to do. So then a few days later he goes well i talked to them about it and the main guy is gon come watch me work to see if it is a good idea(which of course is because bryan has worked there so long he could un everything with his eyes close) So he said that he was gon go into manager training and that he would have to train at whipple.

So what i said back to him was " Congratulations you have now just become a lifer, you now became something you always said you didnt want to become." And he was like no im gon go back and get my GED and then after your(meaning me) done with school im going to go to school and get everything together this is just so that i can make some extra money while im waiting. So my response was of course " I will bet you that in a year you dont have your GED or are even thinking of going back to school" And he said Okay what are we betting and i told himj that i didnt know.

But i do kow but im not goin to tell him. Because heres my deal breaker i am tired of trying to motivate him to get out of his comfort zone, off his ass and to accomplish something, So this is it. After a year if he hasnt done anything im leaving him For real for serious. I told this to my mom because she told me that her and my dad were talking one night and my dad told my mom to wait til after i get a real job and watch me leave. And hes right i wont hesitate to leave. Some days I honestly feel as if i am with him only becasue i cant make it on my own YET!!! once i can im not taking the bull im not saying anything else to him to try to motivate him  and well just see what happens in a year.

I honestly do beleive that i will be leaving him. I mean for real I just go my L’s suspended for not having insureance and he was like well im gonna get my L’s and we can just put the cars in my name. So i got him the book t read for the test so he can make an appt. Dont you know nothing happened yet I get my L"s unsuspended next month and he isnt doing nothin. Just like the car isnt going to get fixed. nor is my horn.

So that is why my title is SERIOUs because my mom came over today and she asked me if we are going to buy this house eventually and i told her we’ll see what happens in a year. and she asked if i was serious and i told her YEah i am. Im going to begin to provide for my children better and if that means their dad not living with us fine. I want to be able to motivate them to do something with their lives and if their dad cant i will!