slackin

Okay so bryan went to nights,, for what reason IDK but ever since he did he has been slackin off. Like before my house would be clean, my dishes always done, jaydens room and toys always clean and he got jay to go to bed at semi decent times most of the time. But lately I have to clean EVERYTHING. now im not sayin i didnt don anything before i helped to especially if it wwas dirty before i went to bed. I just cant wake up to a dirty house But now I feel overwhelmed. I mean I have to do everything and it feels like my laundry neer gets done which is defiantely not like me. my dishes are always needing cleaned  and i am constantly picking up. I can clean a room and move onto the next and by the time im done with that room the first one is dirty again.

Were not slobs and i realize that yeah he is tired but come on i asked him to cute the hamburger and put it in bags and put it in the freezer and that was two days ago how come i had to do it when i came home from my externship meeting. And he couldnt 4get cause i asked him again before i left.

I really dont understand why he went to nights We were doing great with the schedule he had. Plus im paranoid when im home at night alone.

I dont even know why i care, i stopped caring about a lot of things. Like no matter how much he complains about the job he has i have given up caring about motivating him to get his GED and a better hob or go back to school and learn something he loves.

I cant wait until i get a real job and DONT have to rely on him so much