Out of my mind

So i havent wrote lately because i have benn going out of my mind . We let my boyfriend’s sister and her kids move in and OMG you would think that with all the cleaning i have done in the last week that my house would shine like crome but it doesnt,. I clean they mess and i would let it go so she can pick up her own kids mess but if i held my breath waiting for that i would die 5 times over. Which is truly sad to say.

Yestderday i was watching her kids and i had to take bryan to work so i had to pack her kids and mine into my lil car and the entire way up there Kam kept messing with Jayden and i kept yelling and yelling and i smacked his leg and I was freaking that i was gon wreck cause of them i eventually threatened that if he didnt stop i was going to tie him up and stick him in the trunk(i wouldnt of course)  But the thought crossed my mind. that would be the difference between the normal and the psychotic , Norms think about it Psychos Do it…lol

Anyways this isnt going to last long thank god but it is going to be the longest summer of my life i have barely have had any priv acy i mean i havent had sex in over a week Do you know what that is like going from having sex every other day to …to… just plain not having it at all.!

On a lighter note i finish my comp2 class with an A YAY ME!!! and next month i have a urinalysis class and yes i have to test my own pee…laugh it up but then i have my externship and im done I can get a job reclaim my sanity and afford to live life again im super excited for that.

Until next time cya