chillin

Ive been chillin around the last couple days with angel which is cool cause the past few years we havent gotten to hang a lot, Which sucks but we had fun. We started this thing that on fridays she comes over my house and we cook dinner and watch our shows. WHich is cool.

I finally got over my illness i thought i never would. but i finally got the energy to clean my house which is awesome.

I had an interveiw the other week and the guy seemed like a dick he asked me all these question ur not allowed to ask. Like he asked me if ii had kids and if i had health insurance and what kind of health insurance, who my pediatrician was, if my kid’s dad was still in the picture and if i had somebody beside him to watch my kids. he also asked me when i graduated highschool and he made me verify what my previous jobs were and is i had ever worked for a pediatrician(which i wanted to be like ur staring at my resume is there pediatrician xperience on there??? Morron) Which yakno i can understand asking me if i had kids but u shoulda left it at that and then been like do u have child care for them and been done with it. And then he like kinda tried to put my pediatrician down, and was like have u ever been to my office and i was like no(which after that he looked like i commited a crime) and then he was like well if u dont get a call its nothin against u we just chose sum1 else, Like how was i suppose to take that???

So after all that i was surpirsed to get a 2nd interview(which he asked me every question  and beyond) so i show up to this second interveiw in heels and a nice get up. Only to find out that i was suppose to follow a girl around and the girl on the phone got the info wrong. Okay mistakes happen but i thought i was only gonna be a half hour 45 min at the most and that was at 2 and i had to get bryan from work at 3. Well i ended up being doen at 430 and he was like worried bout i had like 15 text askin me if i was okay and stuff. Plus 50 missed calls. So while i was following this girl around she was showing me everything and i roomed some patients with her. And i was a lil mad when i watched her room 1 patient and she expected me to do it. I was like no i cant i dont know all ur policies and stuff.  And they were unprofessional, the one girl came up to me and was like"we had another giel in here this morning and she was dressed like u, and i told brenda to call u and make sure u knew to wear scrubs and she just walked away: Well thanks i really appriciated walking around in my brand new heels making my feet hurt. Then another girl came out of a room and was going on and on about the patients BO. And i was sittin there like are u serious 1st off the patient coulda heard her she was only 5ft from the door, and 2nd i am new and do not know the doctors office and how it operates so i am witnessing this thinking"wow am i expected to act like this???"

The crazy part is, that was Marianns pediatrician and im sittin think OMG i can only imagine what they say bout her. Which ppl talk about ppl its in their nature but if i was to work there, i may dislike mariann and her kids but on some level they are my family and its one thing for me to say something about them but if i were to listen to a perfect stranger talk about em i would lose my job on the spot cause i ‘d cuss em out. but that was on monday and nancy and mariann have been asking me if i’d heard from them and i was like No.

I told bryan that i told them that i didnt know if i would be able to give kids shots(adults i dont mind but not kids) and he was like dont lie  were trying to be polite in tellin em to take the job and shove. Which i really was but i had to be polite cause Brown mackie sent them my resume and i didnt want them to call and be like this girl is so unprofessional and dadadada.

so yesterday i got more resume paper and im going to print more resumes out and send them to a few places that my mom talked to doctors in the hospital for me so hopefully i can have a job before the end of OCT Lord knows i need the money

but yeah im going to go make jay go to bed

cya