So bored

I am so bored right now its nuts. I really wanna go back to bed. I was spoiled cause for a week i was able to go to bed at a diecent time and get plenty of sleep and be well rested but now bryans done bein sick and i gotta go pick him up.

Which im startin to get a lil pissed off. I was looking online and i found a few jobs that were so extremely much better then working for wendys and  paid great money. But of course a couple of the requirements were that u had to have a highschool diploma or equivilent and a license which of course he has neither. Its just starting to bug me. I know wendys is payin my bills right now but I finished highschool while being pregnant, giving birth and raising a kid. Then went to college for 2 years raised a kid got pregnant gave birth and raised 2 and still graduated, and still he cant get motivated to go down to the library and sign up for a test???? Its irritating because i did all this and now hes like u gotta get a job and stop sitting on ur ass. Like i like this im bored out of my mind. I want to make money, I want to contribute, i wana be able to go buy a pair of jeans instead of weraing the same 2pairs of sweat pants everyday. I have been  on interveiws and putting on resumes and applications. This job market sucks and this economy sucks. But here are oppurtunities for him to start doin more with his life and he wont even budge of the couch to take em. there are so many people waiting for oppourtunities like this. ITs nuts.

I cant wait to stand on my feet. Because as much as i love him not being with him would probably be better for me. And i hate to admit it because hell thats 5years of my life. But i cant be a strong person and persever with this person dragging me down. Now all i gotta do is wait for my opputunity