35 now!

Wow, on March 20th I turned 35. You know what that means? I have had this diary for 20 years! I started it when I was 15 in 2003, sitting in this same bedroom where I am now (there’s something really comforting in that actually). That was such a good era! Isn’t it weird how we measure time when we get older? Like, getting to the age of 15 felt like it to eons, getting to 35 has flow by. I don’t HAVE a lot of things other people my age have, but I have definitely DONE a lot. I still didn’t celebrate though, I just don’t feel like it. I signed up for one of those Google Careers online courses in Data Analytics…does this even get you a job lol? It’s like 40 bucks a month and something to do, and I like learning, and I guess I am a bit- so I’m just chugging away at that in my room like an old spinster haha.

I decided to work in Brazil for a while, so I will check it out there. It’s a new place for me so hoping I enjoy it. Lord knows I need the sun. What have I been up to? Well, working, BLAH, contemplating grad school (I need a change), and just basically just hanging out. Going to the gym as much as possible before Brazil LOL. I have a few gym crushes…like on ROSIE. lmao. Maybe mentally I am 15, who gets gym crushes at 35 like this? lol. I have spent a lot of money this week. I went to the Mall with Annita on Sunday and dropped a bunch of stuff at Swarovski for my mom for mother’s day since I will be in Brazil. So now, I’m just living resourcefully. I am just so bored in Maine. It’s been good to be here, but I’m just about my limit. I would stay at my job if they let me work abroad full time, but they wont. I cant stay with my mom forever! I gotta get back out there to my expat life!

My mom is playing with Dingo downstairs, it sounds funny.