My brain doing its own thing

It was really hard to sleep last night. Mum was annoying me then I just couldn’t relax when I got to bed.  I think some of it is thinking about Jake which I feel guilty about and hormones probably too. I feel guilty a lot for my private feelings and what I do to deal with them but I try and remember what I was told that it’s ok to do it. I felt the same when I woke up but I’m trying not to do the same thing.

Mum and I are going shopping later. I don’t think we’ll be seeing Lauren or Jake so that’s a blessing.

Poppy