Numb

I don’t feel any pain. Why is vaping known as a potential health risk factor? It sure cured my blues. I walked out this morning and the sensation felt like I was drifting into heaven. Sure, I can’t think clearly and that is helping me to stay inactive with my real priorities. Overall, it’s helping me to reduce stress load. My brain is numb, however, is another sensation being disconnected from what I was going through with my family. I hope I recover both mentally and emotionally but at the same time forget the past.

I want to utilized my brain to get started with my homework assignment. Maybe it can wait. Meanwhile, let me rest and come back later….

I’m ready to gain some brain muscles. Will I do vaping again? Yes. I know I can’t do it too often. The good thing about me is that I do so occasionally. I made an agreement with my wife that we would hangout with our friends every other weekend possible. Our agreement can be broken if my teaching job interferes with my normal self life then she will understand. I think I can handle it well without any string attached, meaning I can go without vaping for a year and still have fun.