I think I’m in love? part II

Yes, I believe what I feel defines “love.” I made adjustments to my other entries. I tend to publish it and come back to it later. I don’t finish it right away because I have a family, so don’t mind me.

I love my family; my wife and daughter. We haven’t done so much this summer as I hope. I take pre-services that might’ve put us on delay. Summer seems like a “gap month” when it’s really fast pace. When my daughter spent that whole day with her daddy last Sunday, my wife and I went on a bike ride from where we live all the way to the town’s marine. It’s a beautiful place to see the massive water and steam boats passing by. A good area for BBQ and to smoke. I wish I could live near the area. I lived here for 4 years, since my daughter is born. This town has given me new joy. We live an apartment, I never meant to have a permanent job, which I should study for my teaching credentials, but I don’t like a few things out here. Overall, this big city offers more entertainment just like where I grew up.

Our family must go somewhere. Maybe go to the beach this weekend.

I am thinking about my boss. She’s precious. I get a “wet dream” (too much information). Do I want to ask her out? Yes, I do. I am trying my hardest to have a conversation with her. So far we shared our interest. She likes to hang out with friends, listens to music, and loves to dance. I hope we can have something more. I get the fact that she may not like me in a way I do. That is why I am not making it this an official feeling. I know she’s only my platonic love. I think I’m in love? I know I should draw a line. I think the way she has not replied to my text message, is for me to cool things down.