Why do you hate me

Sometimes
My mind can’t take it
Resurfacing pain
The horrible memories
Fill my blood with hate
And I want to let it out
And shout
I hold it in
And my soul twists about

Hello
I’m right here
And I’m always watching
My words disappear
But I’m okay
I’ll beat the words
Back inside
And hide
To live another day

I want to know
Why you hate me
What did I do
To deserve such a fate
A headache
Do you understand
What you did
I can’t show my face
With this knife in my spine
Shadows corrupt my mind
And all I want is to say
Goodbye

I smile and stay positive
Through it all
I know I’ll shatter
The ice around my heart someday
I keep focusing
On the pain
Why do you hate me
I’m just a shadow
And someday I’ll disappear
And abandon it all
To deal with the memories
I’ve dwelt on for years

SO WHY DO YOU HATE ME?
Do you even care about
The pain you put me through
Your silence speaks your fear
I hope someday you’ll explain
And free my pain
If you don’t
I’ll expose everything
The truth needs to be known
I must free my soul
From the lies you told

I hope you are reading this
I hope all of you
That hid the truth
Have read this
I’m going to expose it all
And then give you
THE BIG FUCK YOU