a dream

Last night I finally got to sleep enough to have my first dream in a while. But the dream was odd. I have these dresses in my closet that I never wear. and I drempt that there were these two elders, both kind of cute, and my mom had planned me to go with them to this formal party thing. Kind of like a prom but for the church and wasn’t really related to it in anyway. If you can imagine a “prom” for 20-24 year old people. No one older, or younger involved. So yeah, well. The thing is, with all of this rubbish, I agreed to go. Mainly because they were going out of the way to make sure they asked me after my mom notified me that is was going on. So, I spent like 40 minutes getting ready to go. I decided on trying on all three dresses, the one they brought over they thought was nice. It was one of those dresses that go around your neck. and is really unflattering for myself. Then I tried on this one I love that’s black and white, fell in love with it, then went on to the plain black one I have. So I decided to go with my black and white one. But the putting on my undergarments was the hard part. While I was actually dresssing the elders came in and helped me do so. They hooked my bra, zipped my dress. and pinned on the flower they picked out for me. One got my shoes. It was like They had more fun seeing what was under the dress then actually seeing me after I was clothes. It was a fun dream. they were both a little older then me, 23 and 24. and one was about my height with dark hair and eyes. and the other was lighter hair and eyes. Both were cute either way. but the blond was more focused on what was not supposed to happen. I straightened their ties and fixed my make up in the car. As far as I could see, I was about to have two dates to one dance and they were both bringing me. Oddly enough. But the funny part. We picked up another girl on the way. I don’t remember what she looked like or anything really about her. But I was a last minute date. As far as I knew. And for the fact that I was ready by the time we had to leave with only an hour to go. I found out right when I was getting out of the shower. So the guys had really had the chance to see me in nothing. But I had lost like 15 or so pounds. maybe more. I was almost in shape. So yeah, like it’s going to happen anytime soon. but still. it was a nice dream. I got to the point of arriving at it seeming alot like the Prom I had once hurd of along time ago. We danced for a while and I woke up. I don’t know. But there’s a few things that happened earlier in the dream only a few really could know or imagine with knowing me. and Actually seeing me in nothing. So well… I don’t know right now… But Hey it was a good dream.

But after I woke up I realized it wouldn’t ever happen. I started having a bad day at just 2 am… Poor me! Oh well… I’m now 8 hours into my day and nothing is looking better. Wish me luck to have a better day.