Another E-mail

So, Just friends, I wonder if he realizes that. It’s only been two weeks and he’s sent two emails. This one with love. It’s all good. I guess it means he still has feelings for me. Being we’ve known eachother more than half my life, I think it’s ok to say I miss hanging out with him. Yeah… I can say I love him, But after the past year, I don’t know if it’s the kind of love. He’s my best guy friend, and the longest friendship I’ve ever had. In three months I’ll learn if the “insident” ment anything or if we’re still fine. I think we’ll be great. I’m not all flussy like I used to get with an email. Though this one is the same as what it used to be. My reaction to it is very differant. I guess it’s alright that the only guy that I can trust with Everything, I put a wall up between. It won’t take him long, If he wanted, to get past it. My best girl friend is kinda like, she’d be happy if we got together, but she’s worried because he doesn’t like her. He doesn’t know her, so I am not going to let him say that until they have met. I think she’s jealous. Well the next few months will make the differance in it all.

that’s enough of that. =) I’ve been writing more then I thought I would. LOL