3/27/07

my heart beats millions of times every day

i breath in and out all day long

thoughts enter and exit my mind over and over

Why? Thoughts of love and possiblitits

thoughts crushed upon entrence of such thoughts

nonsense… constant nonsense

heart breaking news in my mind

misunderstandings

misfortune

mistakes

all things i have had through out my few years

disappointment is the top of all lists

why me? Why now? what makes me differant?

What makes me the same? why not me? why not now?

Can my heart be filled again?

Can I love someone now? what are the chances?

Ok… guess we’ll learn more later…

Hearts are ment for breaking

life is ment for living

And I will find a way to go on

Besides… I can’t just let my heart grow cold.

I need a paulse, I need warm blood

I do and can love.

Though no one will know who.

…I LOVE…

Ok, so I don’t even know right now