its been almost 5 years

It’s been almost 5 years, Now he writes? What the hell does he want? Does he expect me to let him see MY CHILDREN? Is he ever going to pay up? I kind of would like to see him be arrested right away when I see him. But I’m not sure if it’ll work out that way. I think I’m going to go ask a police officer about it. hmmm… maybe… but what does he want NOW? why should I be nice to him? he say’s we should talk like Adults. Yeah, He’s an adult alright. Ditching everything and thinking buttering me up is going to make a differance in the long run? YEAH WHAT EVER! So why should I give him the chance to hurt me? Why should I listen to him? why should I go meet with the jerk who decided other women were better for him then his new wife? I’m not telling my parents. They just can’t know. They’ll say forget it. or something. I guess I wrote him back for me. I just am making sure I have a friend there with me. I am not going to see him alone. I am not letting HIM get the better half of anything. And you know what. I will be quite happy to see HIM be arrested! I don’t know… I guess I’m a little worried about it right now. HELP SOMEONE! What should I do? Nothing is in writing just yet…