Work, friends, and odd things… (G. B. & A.)

hey, So I just started working at BOB’s Stores. I started on Tuesday of Last week. There’s nothing odd about that. I am really enjoying it. Everyone is getting a kick out of the fact that I’m getting things done so quickly. My secret: I bring my IPOD with some get up ang GO GO GO music on it. Then I just stay at the pase I want to dance and Wow before you know it, Task #1 is done, Then #2, and before you know it I’ve finished like 5 things that were supposed to take all week long todo, and I’ve just done a 8 hour shift. Yeah, I like it there, It’s kinda cool.

That was the work. Here’s friends. A few weeks ago, my EXhusband decided he wants to meet up and talk to me. Nothing came of it. A few days later, My friend Jess’s exboyfriend started emailing me, Conversation. I have emailed him back. Now Jess and I are talking a little bit. in the Past 2 days I’ve found 2 of my great friends from differant places. Kim from walmart ’03. AHHH That is AWESOME! I’ve missed her. She’s back to CT. And Brit from Brio. I’ve missed her too. but a differant kind. Just like… I wonder… hmmmm…. It is so cool that I’ve got them both as friends on MYSPACE. I haven’t talked to eitehr one in over a year. Yippy I have my friends back!

So odd things… A few days ago I was like, Why do all the crazys and stupid people come out of the woodwork when something good happens? Now I’m like. There’s more good then bad, I don’t care today! HURRAY!

I’ve got Casey, Kim, and Brit all back to friends after a long ass time of not seeing or talking to them. I’m happy about that. A new job that I actually LIKE! great kids, and well. If I could think of anything else I would. Oh yeah, Jess and John I’m on speaking turms with. I don’t think I can trust them. Expecially after what I went through when we stopped being friends. (John and I have NEVER been friends. He’s a controling freak and I wouldn’t put up with that from him.)

So bad? Jason is in town, I don’t know how long or why and i’m not sure I care all that much. There’s these two cars with the same people in it, slowing to a stop to look in the yard here. It’s been going on for like 2 weeks. I don’t know. Maybe I have another stawker.

I had a dream Last night, I had this flirtty thing with a black guy, Not a relationship though. and he told me he wanted to KILL my son. and a bunch of other stuff. So i had to make it look like I did it. But seriously didn’t. I told him to sit VERY STILL. and I had to go get this guy to leave us alone. Then my ex was stawking us, and that guy I don’t know who is, was stawking us. and I screamed at someone on the phone for saying some shit like: Yeah I’ll cut your throat. I’ll show you how great it is to loose everything you need to live. I’ll take those kids and sell them to the highest bidder. I’ll rip out their toungs and let them suffer without anyone. including eachother. I’ll show you death very slowly.

I am creaped out by it now. It was a dream. HOW DID I GET THOSE THOUGHTS? I know my Exhusband might say something like that, but everyone except my kids and my mom thought I was NUTS! Ok, bad dream. I’m glad I woke up. But GOSH now what?

Ok. Type to you later…. Yeah, good bad and the Aweful…