The day from hell…
The day from hell I dont know when today started Maybe it was this morning, Last night, Or sometime last week I dont remember the last time I got time to just sit for a minute. Even As I type theres some one banging when they should be sleeping. My eyes should be closed on a pillow and no, Im typing out my thoughts for today . All I know now Like 2 hours later because my washer machine just spilled all over the floor, Is that I dont get to sit and do nothing even when I plan on it. I scheduled my Wednesday to literally lay around after running all over on Tuesday. But No, I spent the entire day moving my brother from his apartment to the storage unit, and back to his apartment, to the trash. I moved the washer, Dryer two couches, three televisions and a whole shit load of garbage. I wanted more then anything to just spend all day sitting in my house wasting time waiting for laundry to be cleaned. Now Two days later, I had to do the laundry and put up with spilled water and a whole mess of shit to go with it. I worked an hour past my time yesterday. I had to work the truck today and another is waiting for me tomorrow morning. Good, At least I know What Im going to be doing. Thank goodness there. I drive 25 minutes to work 7-10 hours a day, to come home, Learn about all the BS that my parents let my kids do, and Then, Get on here for someone not in a good mood, to say something to make me go off and Get people to put me under a spot light. Yeah Great I usually do two to five displays on Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays *EACH DAY*. I work the truck on Thursdays and Sundays. And have Saturdays and Wednesdays off.. Well. This week I traded my Tuesday for Saturday Just because I had to go get my sons Cast removed. Now Ill be working 6 days at Bobs and not one day in the past month was I able to just sit and be Quite. I run my brothers friend out shopping, Him shopping, My mom shopping, And I still have to go myself. That means, I have 2 jobs when you look at it. And add in the Mom thing and I have three Nothing against work or kids but Sometimes you just need a second or two to just be. This is my time to sit and type. No matter how awful or mean or whatever. *BORING* I still have to take some time to do something. This is my only time I get for me. While Everything around me falls apart or breaks, or makes noises, Gets in trouble Or sleeps I got this stupid bird to watch for my brother it keeps cooing when I want to sleep, my fish are the good ones. My kittens are 5 weeks old and now Getting in trouble! Yippy! I get things in motion and Soon it gets bad again.
I dont see my friends anymore I go to work at 6 am and get out about 1 or 2 in the afternoon. I might have Saturdays off but then theres weeks like this one where I dont. my friends work mostly in the afternoon. So, Though I see my kids all the time, I dont see my friends. I cant talk to them because theyre busy working. Ok So Im feeling sorry for myself on that Itll work out soon enough If I can make sure my schedule is worked out nicely I can get into school soon Im not sure when Ill be trying it again, But Eventually I will .
I might just go get a BA in Business just to get something under my belt. I dont know Ill figure it out though.
Its 1035 and I need sleep to be up in 5 hours .Yippy, Looking forward to another crappy day!