Brother’s note…

My brother wrote This note for anyone who wants to read it. He said stuff like, he tried the small life, but his dream has always been there and he’s finally going after it. I say GOOD! GET THE HELL GONE ALREADY! He’s going to be 30 This year and has NOTHING to show for it. His wife think she has rights to choose who his friends are. I don’t Think so. He’s kinda like this big kid. Everyone needs to give approval. I don’t mind him traveling the country. I say Great! I like this boring little town. I want to move away from my parents. But I don’t have the guts. I kinda feel like I need them. I’ve been through ALOT! and well… To tell you the truth… I kinda do need them. Not like they are now, But just to be there. I have irrasional ideas in my head and fears that don’t make sense to anyone but them. I want to grow up and move far away but I need to find that path that’ll help me get where I WANT TO BE! Right now, It’s a long journey. I’m trying to find a job that pays enough that I can afford to pay rent and go to school. Right now, My parents are doing the best they can. This summer is going to be hard. But if things work out alright, Next September, I can take a few night classes. Maybe get back into my Hair Dressing. I miss it so much. I want to do it. But I don’t want that to become my future. I want to be a cartoonist. I want to annimate characters from my mind and work with computers to bring them to life. I want to do make up on stars, design costumes and clothes. I want to belong behind the scenes in Hollywood! I know it’s a big dream, But it’s mine. I’ve always wanted it. Even if I only get a piece of it. I will still always want to be that girl. I had kids before I finished school. I hope my children won’t choose that fate… I want them to beable to say they got thier dreams. I’m pushing them that they have to finish High school and go on to college. If they don’t know what they want to do then they can go study business until they figure it out. But I don’t want to see them suffer like Myself and my brother. I dont’ want to have to see them struggle like my parents.

Any way… My brother wrote this note… Don’t worry about him… WHY WOULD I? He’s my OLDER BROTHER! And he’s wanted to drive trucks for a long time. What’s wrong with that?