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Today I went to the doctor to go over the biopsy again, this time in detail. Found out the pain is most likely from my poly-cystic ovaries, and loosing weight may be one of the only ways to make it possible for this to stop. Good news! (right)

So, Doctor S gave me some “stronger” pain reliever, and hopefully that will assist. Also, he gave me something to take before my breakfast everyday, that will help to boost my metabolism. I also have to go back and see him in a month.

My “start weight” with jeans is 288. We’ll see how this goes. Hopefully all works out and I’ll be dropping this weight fast. I want to be THIN! damn it!

(not too thin though. I just want to weigh 150-160 lbs! It’s not too skinny, and not over weight either. he said if this doesn’t work, he might entertain the option of surgery. One option I am totally against! I want to loose weight NOW! Not go in and have some plastic put around my stomach.

Yeah, surgery, not an option.

<3 I will loose this weight with diet, exercise, and my doctor's help.