Challenges

People say you’re only given what you can handle in life. I don’t know how true that is, but it’s like life tests the theory regularly.

For instance, my PCOS with all the problems that go along with it. I don’t feel as emotional today. My pain isn’t as pronounce today. I think it’ll be a good day.

We’re eating brunch, watching tv, playing cribbage. The baby wants to learn. It’s really funny! He will count the cards, but he doesn’t know how we got the points or how “15 is 2.”

I think if we have a great active day, I might get the little guy to sleep early, and I can FINALLY have a bit of “fun” with my guy. Feeling good doesn’t happen too often. We’ll see what happens.

Just when I think I will die from the pain and the emotions, and the problems… constant problems… They give me a few hours break. Or maybe a day?

I imagine it’s like that for everyone. If you can get through the most difficult of moments, there is a light that shines on you for a while. Something that reminds you why you suffer, why you put up with the problems life gives you.

I have a great guy, though he is an alcoholic. I have three beautiful children. We have a house, truck, dog… good jobs. Dear friends, and a big family.

I’m seeing the sun on a cloudy day.