Half way…

Today is half way through. Julien has been gone 7 weeks 5 days and gets back in 7 weeks 5 days. I reallie hope that these last 8 weeks go by quickly. It seems like it has been forever since he left, but somehow, 8 weeks seems so short. When I think about it, I get worried about school, because it doesn’t seem like it should be ending so quickly. I mean, I have to register for classes in a month. I just reallie truly hope that it goes by quickly. I don’t know how long I can keep myself sane with out my Julien. I just love him so much, God damned study abroad and its apealing nature… I wish he hadn’t left, but I guess it is good for his major and stuff, but I still miss him, and I wish that he had never left me here all alone with one friend.

I got to talk to Julien yesterday (: He called my room and I was at Dani’s, so he called there, and I got to talk to him (: It was 9pm here, so it was 3am there, and he had just got back from drinking with his friends, so he was definitely not sober on the phone. But at least he wasn’t high, because that would have been a monotonous conversation me:”hi sweetie!” him:”hehehehehehehehehe” yea. thats what I want to hear all night. It was good to hear his voice though (: the only bits and pieces I had heard from him in like 2 and a half weeks were less than 2 minute long phone conversations, or voice mail messages.

If you read this sweetie, I love you very very much! and I miss you terribly ): Can’t wait to see you, just 7 weeks and 5 days… have fun in whatever new country you’re going to this week (;

well, that is all.

good night all

-kitten