:sighs:

Well, I go back to school in the morning, and I am so not ready. I didn’t see Jess all summer, and I only saw Sonja like 3 times, and I just feel like I need another week. I’m not ready to get back into the crap of school. I don’t want to get up a 9 every morning for dance, I don’t want to have to deal with not being able to find my advisor, I don’t want to do senior readings or final portfolio evaluation and my resume, I don’t want to study for and take the GRE’s, and most of all, I don’t want to have to eat the shit that they call food in my cafeteria. Blargh. I hope this year is good. Reallie reallie good. I’ll have a single, and onl share a bathroom with my beloved Dani. Hopefully Julien will stay over in my room as much as I am sure I will be at his house [if nothing else for a real meal every now and again (; ]. I hope that I don’t procrastinate with my portfolio, and with my senoir readings, and I hope that I don’t neglect to study for the GRE’s [because I won’t be as lucky as I was with a 1330 on my SAT’s] and with that, I hope that I get into MIT for grad school. On top of all those normal things though, I have to worry about a lawsuit pending against my college while I am going to school there, and that BLOWS. I just hope that with all the work, there is still alot of fun, and happiness. And somehow, I think there will be. I will miss living with Monica, but she will be just downstairs, and I will miss Marcie, but I hope she will visit often. As for “unfinished business” at home… well it will have to remain that way. I told Sonja’s mom I would prolly see her before I left, but I should have known it wouldn’t happen. Oh well. I still love ya Sunny, even if we don’t get to hang out. Well, I guess that is all. I have to get to bed. I have a big day ahead of me.

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