:(

Is it wrong that I am like reallie upset that the twins and Julien and Dani are all going to find Ali’s hookah bar in the city, and I wasn’t informed or invited or anything?

I mean i feel like I am never friends with anyone unless I forcibly make them be friends with me.  I never see anyone unless I call them and I make plans.  Julien doesn’t tell me when he’s coming home ever.

Honestly. Why do I even try?

I’m obviously not worth it.

I mean sometimes I just feel like no one ever reallie thinks of me as a friend.  Like I am only ever an acquaintance, and that my friendship is disposable.  It’s like people don’t mind hanging out with me, but they wouldn’t seek out my companionship.

Fuck the world.

-kitten =^_^=