Career?

I went to school for nursing but did not end getting accepted. I completed all the pre-requisites and eventually graduated with a pre-nursing degree. I continued to work in health care but just as a CNA and an ED tech. I do love health care, but I am starting to feel that nursing really isn’t for me. Maybe even healthcare in general. I looked into associate programs, but most are full time and with my bills and everything, I can’t go part-time with work. Even then, I still feel so unsure about my next steps. I don’t want to fail, and just not do anything with my life. 26K in debt because of my bachelor’s, and nothing came out of it. I slightly feel like a failure.

I spent so long going after nursing and healthcare in general that I don’t even know what is out there. I have absolutely no direction. Every time I try and speak to someone, they tell me to just try again for nursing, but I really do not want to. My pre-requisites are expiring which means I would have to retake a lot of them, and for all that, I want to go back to school for something I really am interested in. I just feel like I wasted so much time, and I really am disappointed with myself.

I have been an ED tech for a few months, but it is literally just a job where you run around everywhere for nurses. One bachelor’s in science later, and that’s what I got. I am proud of myself for getting as far as I did, but I am stuck. I do not know what to do next. Where to go.