the voice in my head
people say to make your young years worth it. we can only do so much in this fucked up world. i cant show my shoulders at school. i cant go on walks without my pepper spray. i cant be fat because its “wrong”. i have to live up to my parents expectations. im so done. everything sucks. im young physically but i feel so old mentally. i feel like i crumbled into tiny pieces and im still trying to put me all back together. why cant i be me without feeling judged, without feeling like shit. we all have our troubles. why should i have to be sharing my problems anonymously? im saying i dont need help with my mouth but screaming in my head that i need help. I wish u could hear that voice in my head.
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im sorry ,the world is fuck but your not,there is no voice just your thoughts,take care and show your shoulders now and again 🤗
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First ((((HUGGS)))) I feel ing same way and I am way older then you. I don’t tell my family shit, well I do my sister Shannon some but she has a big mouth and she lets things slip to my mum whole I feel does judge me sometimes. I am now seeing a therapist and I dunno even know how to really talk to the guy. I feel like a fuck up everytime I walk out his door. Maybe I should have picked a women? Ummm who knows. Hang in there….
@mermycohea hugs back to you 😉
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