Sense

When we first got married it felt like my husband always wanted me to be there and was mad when I couldn’t be there because we had kids.  I was always waiting for the day when they were bigger and I could go… now that they are big enough I’m not supposed to go. I ask and it causes a fight… I don’t know what changed or when but I feel so guilty for not doing enough for my husband and yet still not doing enough for my kids.  I wish I wasn’t so lost, wasn’t such a failure all the time.  Maybe someday it’ll all make sense.