Too much pressure
… Well, pressure I put on myself. Do you ever look around and see everyone exceeding in something? For me all I’m currently seeing are my friends buying a house, getting engaged, getting married, having babies etc and I’m so so happy for them because that’s amazing and then there’s others going travelling etc.. and I just feel like I’m stagnant almost like I’m ‘running out of time’.. Jeees, I’m 26.. but I can’t help but feel I’m ‘falling behind’, I’m in a relationship that feels like it’s going nowhere, I feel like I’m losing myself, losing what I enjoy, my identity, being creative.. just not happy..