Where the day takes you…live
Have you ever realized someone saved your life? Maybe somehow you knew it all along but never really realized the significance of the rescue. How do you come to terms that someone has changed you made you into your better self? What makes you realize it? Well, it can be anything a letter, a picture, or a moment in time. To myself I found my hero in worn letters of yesteryear. She found me when I was afraid of living lost in fears and self doubt. She picked me up like a dream and showed me what it was like to be brought back to life without telling me I learned without learning.
The sad thing is I cant call her and say “hey I just wanted to thank you for saving my life!” I mean how do you tell someone that? I mean there is that fear that they have moved on and they dont care anymore. I know its been along time and they have probably changed but I bet their former self would tell me to live and that knowing is better than never knowing at all. That you have done your part that you have shared your dream with them and they can dream with you or without you. But no worries you let them know you were thankful. Maybe that it would give them life back in return. I think thats what she would say.
I guess the sad thing is that I forgot. How do you forget someone who is I mean was a consequential part of your life. I mean I didnt forget her I forgot what she did for me and how profound it was in my being as I am today. I feel awful about it. I think with time everything fades becomes disconnected. Even the sharpest memory there is just too much to decipher to keep and what to cherish. I think all there is to say now is
I promise I will never forget again.
Things don’t have to be this way
Catch me on a better day
Bury me above the clouds
All the way from here
Take away the things I need
Take away my fear
Hide me in a hollow sound
Happy evermore
Everything I had to give
Gave out long before
Fix me now I wish you would (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should (Fix me now)
From hollow into light
Crashing silent broken down
Falling into night
Who gave up an who gave in
I’ll go without a fight
Cut me down or cut me dead
Cut me in or out
Kiss me blind time after time
Take away my doubt
Fix me now I wish you would {Fix me now I wish you would} (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should {Kiss me blind somebody should} (Fix me now)
From hollow into light
Things don’t have to be this way
Catch me on a better day
Nowhere only down from here
Pick me off the floor
Take away the things I dream
One time one place one more
Fix me now I wish you would {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
From hollow into
Fix me now I wish you would {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
From hollow into light
Things don’t have to be this way
Catch me on a better day
Things don’t have to be this way
Catch me on a better day.