today

today i went shopping i brought a few things like Pj’s and household stuff… new usb cable for my cam and i managed to blow $100…

 

dont really have much to say at all.. life has been pretty uneventful… today i had 2 pretty cute guys talk to me. one wanted to sit next to me for lunch at the shopping centre today lol…. and some other guy on the bus… he must have just got out of the shower because i could smell the familiar smell of soap, said he was meeting a friend LOL.. we all know what that was about eh!!

 

I have made a doctors appointment to receive my results of my pap-smear  i forgot to tell them i want it with the women doctor….. but ahh well..

lots of drama’s have happend with my "friends" as of late…. they broke up… still living together, she is now out having sex with as many men as she possibly can….(she use to be a "backyard" prostitute, so i wouldnt be suprised if she is doing it now to get money to move out, as he has told her she needs to leave) because she thinks its ok if u need to pay bills.

she told all of her friends tht she never loved him… and shes been trying to fall pregnant to him (shes 33) shes underwent surgery for polysistic overies(??) about 2 years now and shes been going to the doctors to find out why she wasnt falling pregnant…….

she smokes weed, and doesnt beleive any of the advice us friends have given her as we’ve researched online about THC in vaginal fluid (it gives sperm overkill and they die too soon to reach the egg)..

but she now has found out that her polysistic stuff has come back, but now its in her uterus and one is right inside the cervix..

they broke up because he doesnt want a child to someone who doesnt care&love him.. and he didnt have the same feelings for her as he once did.

 

she badmouthed me a while back saying i was a bludging fu*k who just sits home and takes care of the kids.. yet now shes unemployed (quit work to get pregnant) (and has no partner to become pregnant with) because she wants to sit home and take care of kids.. lol i just dont see the irony

 

im sorry……. this might hurt some ppl….. but i REALLY hope she doesnt fall pregnant untill shes got her life on track, shes got nothing to her name apart from a computer someone brought for her, shes hasnt got any consistant houseing, shes always jumping from partner to partner so basicly from bed to bed.. and no savings and cannot pay any bills herself because she’d rather buy a 50 pack of smokes every 2 days and a bag of weed.. i think shes saw the $$ australia gives to ppl to have babies.. its currently $3,500.i only received 1/3rd of that.. and a little backpay because that was over 5 years ago! pitty she thinks its an easy job.. she cant even look after friends kids without shouting and becoming frustrated..

 

end of rant

thanx 😛

 

got the results back, i dont have cancer..

 

 

 

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September 14, 2006

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