Recent Entries

• There’s gotta be more to life.

  April 30, 2013

  I'm graduating may 2013, hello Bemidji you cold son of a bitch!

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• Krystallite

  February 21, 2013

  tonight we, Krystal and I are having a girls night. It is 1:48am and I am beat. Waxing, hair, facial's and Hollys world.;) sound's like the best night I needed!! I missed Krystal.

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• Lifeless fuck

  January 27, 2013

  I feel brave, daring, and shameless. I have this "fuck it" attitude, like its been hiding for five years. I'm honestly so disappointed. It's a tragic to of wasted so many god damn minutes, days, years of my life not living. Going out and having fun vs. being too chicken shit to do it. I…

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• Kolkka

  January 24, 2013

  HOLY Hannah Montana, my life has corrupted into this big huge mess of cow shit!!! All I do is work and work & I come home and work some more! It's stressing me the fuck out, makes me want to buy a truck load of wine so I can have "fun" while in working my…

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• I’m just so tired, won’t you sing me to sleep.

  January 11, 2013

   I feel like I'm always letting someone down. Especially Dan, poor Dan, probably living life in misery because I don't bend over backwards for him like he does for me.  For example, he will come anywhere with me. Bars, parties, clubs, to hell and back if he had too...& I can't even ...

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• regrets collect like old friends.

  January 7, 2013

  I feel like I've never tried to succeed, accomplished the goals I've always wanted to in life. I feel like I've missed opportunities, and its too late to pursue them. For example, I wanted to apply for America's Next Top Model went to Saint Paul to audition, but never went why? because I'm a sacr...

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• WWYD?

  January 5, 2013

  home sweet home. <33 2013 tanning expo was a blast, but it's good to be home. :)   I wonder why I am writing in this 'online diary' when i have my own journal at home. odd, i bet ill quit this in a month. we'll see.   anyways. question of the day: do you…

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• Sunday night

  January 5, 2013

  I am watching the show Grimm, it's addicting. But, so is Once Upon a Time, Strange Addiction, and Pawn Stars. WHY ARE THEY ONLY ON CABLE!? i'm too lazy to hook up netflix to my TV, (if they are even on that) I have been sleeping all day, and I love it. On my days…

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• Fake Bake Weekend

  January 3, 2013

  the year of 2013, and i must say holy cow. we survived the 2030th scare of the world ending in 2012, i wonder how we conquered that, after all humans are only murdering and raping people these days. I shouldn't be wasting my time writing in this diary because I have to get my ass…

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