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Ain’t It Funny…

September 1, 2025
... How time slips away. It's been almost 13 years since I've put words into this space.  I've lived a thousand lives since then and died a thousand deaths.  It's a strange fate, to look back as a man at the scribes a boy once feverishly wrote.  To witness a young man, unmedicated and in…
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