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• mamed, lame, and crippled

  December 20, 2005

  You know after all this time her voice still feels like she is kissing my ear…it haunts me in my nights. There comes a point where I’m not single anymore…I am just alone. No cloud of peaceable tresses and locks to rest your head in. soaking every inch of heat until you’r...

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• drunk on moonbeams

  March 26, 2005

  I was dreaming that snow was falling from the night sky as patches of moonbeams squeezed through the brakes in the clouds. She was there…and I just remember the moment being so perfect…how it was made for the silver screen. I remember clasping my hand over my heart to my chest and expelling all m...

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• his upper mind

  March 4, 2005

  Myself being not a stranger to imagery…a boy in the pavilion of a mans mind. In tandem to each other, yet somehow not effected by its predominance (influence). A romanticist by fault of my upper story, the book of my dreams always open… always being written in while being withheld in the infinity...

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• epoch

  February 26, 2005

  It’s one thing to be reminded of the girl you had but now is gone but to be reminded of the girl you’ve never had is something else all together. I can’t help it. There is just something about her that wares away the beaches of my memories in the ocean of my mind. I…

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• the tale of dusty and pistol pete

  October 30, 2004

  Twilight sparkles and fades through distant white whispers being pushed by the moon’s breath. She is there on top of the hill with me. She is beautiful even then. Looking up in the sky like she knows something that I don’t… maybe it’s the meaning of life…maybe some revelation to the human conditi...

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• PUG

  October 25, 2004

  by the smahsing pumpkins Kiss and kill me sweetlyCome and drive me homeDrag the miles in meI am yours aloneInside where it's warmWrap myself in youOutside where I'm tornFight myself in twoIn twoInto youDesire me so deeplyDrain and kick me hardWhisper secrets for meTry to go too farInside where it...

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• “Apples + Oranges”

  October 25, 2004

  by the smashing pumpkins What if the sun refused to shine?What if the clouds refused to rain?What if the wind refused to blow?What if the seas refused to wave?What if the world refused its turn?What if the stars would hesitate?What if what is isn't true?What are you going to do?What if what is is...

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• “Crestfallen”

  October 24, 2004

   by the smashing pumpkins Who am I to need you when I'm down?Where are you when I need you around?Your life is not your ownAnd all I ask youIs for another chanceAnother way around youTo live by circumstance, once againWho am I to need you now?To ask you why, to tell you noTo deserve your&hel...

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• Where the day takes you…live

  October 24, 2004

  Have you ever realized someone saved your life? Maybe somehow you knew it all along but never really realized the significance of the rescue. How do you come to terms that someone has changed you…made you into your better self? What makes you realize it? Well, it can be anything… a letter, a pict...

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