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• Thursday 2/2/23

  February 2, 2023

  7:52 a.m. I had a nightmare last An aide woke me up and yelled at me for screaming Fight! Fight! Fight! I don't remember anything else about it.I had a good night after that. Islept until the aide got me into my wheelchair iat 5:30.  I'm not sure how I felt this morning. I guess…

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• Wednesday 2/1/23

  February 1, 2023

  4:52a.m. I had a nice aide last night who put me to bed at 11:30. I slept until fairly well. I did have some pain in my left foot. But it was mild and didn't keep me from sleeping. I had no weird dreams. They got me dressed in a clean hospital gownand in my…

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• Tuesday afternoon 1/31/23 Chocolatechip

  January 31, 2023

  3:00p.m It looks like I definitely will not be talking to Chocolatechip anymore. We just had our last chat a bit ago. She came clean about this secret crush. He does not know that she still wad chatting with me. She said this new guy might be her last chance for happiness. But he never…

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• 1/31/23

  January 31, 2023

  12:04a.m. Aides just put me to bed but I can't sleep. I slept most of the day anyways. I started reading Chapter 7 in my book. It is about foreign relations during the Gilded Age. I'm about halfway through it.  I feel pretty good right now. Depressive mood has passed . I am not in…

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• Monday 1/30/23

  January 30, 2023

  12:10p.m I had a good night with no weird dreams. Aides got me up and into my wheelchair uby 5:30 Depression hit me big time this morning. Not even breakfast and coffee cheered me up. Also. I kept thinking my life is over and I'll never get out of this one place alive. Sitting in…

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• Sunday 1/29/23

  January 29, 2023

  7:17'a.m. I had a dream last night where I was a Mafia hit man. I just performed a hit on a rat. I was in a "social" club with the rest of the crew. The boss must gave me a thousand dollars and told me to lie low for awhile. He said I did a…

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• Saturday 1/28/23

  January 28, 2023

  5:35a.m. I'm above the dirt and blessed with another day. I got to bed around eleven. Aides got me up and dressed by five. In between I had a good night. I feel good this morning not troubled by any strange dreams. It is going to stay that way. I am choosing to have another good…

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• Friday 1/27/23

  January 27, 2023

  5:10a.m. Bedtime was eleven. Wakeup was five. I had a good sleep with no nightmares and minimal arthritis pain. I say this almost every morning but I feel  good. I hope I can stay this way. It is a matter of choice as my old thereast would say.  Come to think of this I did…

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• Thursday 1/26/23

  January 26, 2023

  5:47a.m.  I got to bed at 11:30 last night. I had some very strange dreams. In one dream I was a rookie detective investigating a very rich and powerful business man This guy owned an office building. My partner and I had to go  to the top floor. People in the bldg were not cooperating.…

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