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6 months now

October 11, 2021
6 months ago in April my friend told me she’d no longer be my friend while I was drinking. An ultimatum I guess. My friend since high school, a bridesmaid in my first wedding, I spent the night with her 2 years ago when she first learned of her husband cheating, the girl who’s there…
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